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Addictions 1

One little pill to wash away the pain,
It ends the hurt so I take one again.
Tearing me from the cold reality,
Nothing left but the numb inside of me.
Happiness is all I feel today,
Wrapped inside a blanket of warmth my way.
The pills won't judge, they never say a word,
They leave my mind free, to soar like a bird.
And soon the real world is far behind,
Here inside my chemical-clouded mind.
I can't escape, not that I'd even try,
I'll live in happiness until I die.
So here's the bottle, I will take them all,
And float away, so that I'll never fall.
With death I'll never have to suffer pain,
The pills will always make me die again.

Addictions 2

Please let these pills take away my sad life,
My arms are too heavy to grab a knife.
I'd do it myself, I know that I would,
If only painkillers weren't so good.
I couldn't resist their sadistic charms.
Now I can't move my fucking legs or arms.
I'm stuck, I'm trapped, and worse I'm not yet dead,
I can't fucking move, my peace turns to dread.
And only now, at the end of it all,
Can I feel my desire to not fall.
I want to survive, and I want to live,
There's just so much more that I want to give.
Please let me go, break your warm, loving glow,
But you won't, I can see life start to slow.
All I wanted was to suffer no more,
And that's where I'm at, as I hit the floor.
I scream with my one final, dying breath,
THen welcome the nothing of tranquil death.

Addictions 3

I wake from my slumber, and look around,
And see that my body hasn't been found.
I pull away from my physical form,
To see my body is twisted and worn.
In death I can now reflect on my life,
My two grown kids and my hot-as-fuck wife.
The things I've accomplished, set out to do,
It's so incomplete, yet my life is through.
Now all that I have is pain and regret,
Something the pills never helped me forget.
I gave it all up, what a fool I am,
A suicide pussy, not even a man.
So here I stand, at the end of all things,
TO see what death has in store, what it brings.
And suddenly a tear falls from my eye...
Fuck, I wish that I didn't have to die.